Waalykum salam sister
Thank you for your Question.
It is sad to know that you made such an important decision without involving your parents. Parents who did everything to make you what you are.
Besides all according to Islamic law your marriage is not in place, since your Nikah was recited without your father or Paternal Father’s permission.
Kindly refer to the link below:
Also, I would suggest you speak to a local Aalim or counselor to help you through the problems and help you find the correct solution. Because your case needs more details for proper evaluation.